I knew a girl like you
She was something else but she was broken
She didn't make it through
And now there's nothing I can do
But think of her each time I see you
ALRIGHT!!! AETHY IS DOWN AND IT LOOKS LIKE OUR BLUESKYS ARE TURNING GRAY!!! SO I BIT THE BULLET AND SET MYSELF A LITTLE HOME AWAY FROM HOME!!!
Ok but seriously its frankly worrisome how the internet is being increasingly sanitized and restricted for artists such as myself. I have 429 followers at the time of writing this, which is the most I’ve ever had before. After my account was BANNED FOR BEING TOO CUTE AND FUNNY on Bluesky I realized something- if I lose my following now I lose all the progress I’ve made towards trying to be something in the world. WITH A BLUNDER LIKE THAT THE PAST MONTH WOULD’VE BEEN BETTER SPENT WANKING MY COCK!!! That is to say- it would’ve all been for nothing.
This entire year I’ve been a depressed fuckhead doing fuck all with an uncertain career path if any. I’ve always had art as my backup plan, but lets be realistic here in saying that my ass was never going to make a living off 12 followers on twitter. This month I started Fear&Delight, and in that month I’ve been showered in support. I’ve had someone reach out to me requesting commissions, I’ve received a lot of appreciation for my art, and I’ve been lucky enough to be apart of dokidokidaki.com. For the first time in the long time I feel like its all going to be alright, and just maybe if I play my cards right… I CAN FULFILL THE VILLAIN ARC AND DRAW ART FULLTIME 24/7!!! THE VILLAIN ARC WONT BE TELEVISED- BUT YOU BET YOUR ASS IT’LL BE PROFITABLE!!!
So thank you for all of your support, thank you for reading this rambling mess, and thank you for taking me out of this slump.